Homily on the Sunday of Thomas*
By Righteous Alexei Mechev
By Righteous Alexei Mechev
After completing the Forty Days of Great Lent, we have entered a new Forty Days, yet of a completely different nature. There, we mourned our sins, confessed our weaknesses, humbled ourselves through fasting and abstinence – we were in every respect as guilty ones seeking mercy and forgiveness of sins.
The new Forty Days, beginning with the glorious Resurrection of Jesus Christ, has placed us in a new and radiant state as Christians, liberated from condemnation, resurrected for a new holy life, confident in the eternal blessedness of the immortality bestowed upon us.
There we saw an example for ourselves in our Lord, how He, entering into the work of saving humankind, spent forty days in the strictest fasting, in solitary prayer, and in struggle against the unseen enemy.
Here we see the same Lord, who for forty days appeared to His disciples, but we see Him glorified, victorious, triumphant over all His enemies. How comforting are these repeated appearances of the Lord to His disciples following His Resurrection. All of them testify to the greatest love of the Lord for those who believe in Him.
Here is the first assurance of the goodwill of the Lord, bestowed upon Christians: He, the risen one, appeared only to His own, only to His closest disciples, only to those who believed in Him. It seems, why would the Lord not appear again in Jerusalem before the faces of His treacherous enemies, the high priests, scribes, and Pharisees? What confusion, shame, and defeat He would have brought upon them before the people, before those whom they taught to oppose the Lord.
So it seems to us, brethren, due to our vanity and love for power: it is we who enjoy witnessing the humiliation of our enemies, it is we who boast of victory over our opponents. It is gratifying for us to trample upon those who intended to do us harm.
Our Lord is loving; He spares His enemies. He allows them to realize their guilt, to acknowledge their crimes, and to willingly come to the Lord.
Would there have been any benefit had He appeared in glory to His enemies? For a moment they might be struck down – but then what?
If the very disciples of the Lord did not suddenly meet Him with faith, but considered Him joyfully as a dream, a premonition, or merely an appearance of the spirit – then even more so would His adversaries, blinded by passions and malice, have encountered Him with doubt, disbelief, and an even greater surge of malice and hatred.
Yes, even if they were to convert – would it be for long?
We observe among ourselves how thoughtful individuals refuse to acknowledge the manifest truth, but stubbornly reject it, spurred by pride and the desire to glorify themselves.
It seemed that they had lost faith in His Resurrection; yet in an instant, when He was among them, when He still sat with them, spoke His wondrous familiar words, even ate and drank with them, showed them His wounds and scars – in that moment, this sorrow, this doubt transformed into joy, into certainty, into such devotion for which they were ready to go to the marketplace, endure suffering, and accept a painful death. And behold, how diverse were the manifestations of the Lord! He appears to women first, to reward them for the courage with which they stood by Him until His last breath; He appears to Peter, who had denied Him three times, to encourage him and restore his title as Apostle; He appears to two disciples on the way, so that two witnesses could more firmly assure the Apostles; and finally, when all the Apostles were prepared, in an eager expectation, already tormented by impatience – then He stood among them to bless them for the great task that awaited them after Him. He appeared to all the faithful to assure them of His Divinity.
The Lord has demonstrated a renewed assurance of love for Christians in that He has shown, through His appearances, His care for all the needs of His disciples. The Lord appears to all the disciples and also to one or two alone. This signifies that the Lord cares for both the entire Church and for each individual believer.
The Lord has appeared not once, nor twice, but many times. This means that regardless of our state or circumstances, He is always present with us. The Lord, through His manifestations, has always brought some joy, help, or consolation: here is Mary standing by the tomb of the Lord and weeping – and He is there to comfort the grieving. Here are two disciples on their way to Emmaus, expressing their emotional sorrows and shattered hopes – and the Lord is right there to dispel their doubts. The Apostles locked their doors, Thomas does not believe until he touches His wounds, and the Lord satisfies them all.
Is it not reassuring for us, Christians! Christ has promised to be with us forever: what, then, shall we fear?
Notes:
* Delivered on the 2nd Sunday after Pascha (Antipascha), before the Revolution. Year unknown. Published for the first time from the "Speech Plans" from the archive of E. V. Apushkina, a spiritual daughter of Righteous Alexei.
Source: Translated by John Sanidopoulos.
